Salam...
Lama tul aku tak aktif...
Banyak hal yg berlaku, tp dh tak tergamak nk dikongsi bersama.
Kerana ia berlaku terlampau pantas membuatkan aku tidak mampu menaipnya daily...
Tp apa yg nk dikisahkan? Takde org pn baca... Hahahaha....
Mlm td akhirnya ayah bersifat telus dgn aku juga menyuarakan isi hatiku (sebahagian dpd is hatiku..)
Wlaupun amat berat tanggungjawab ini utk aku pikul, but i have no choice...
Sbg anak sulung dan juga tangan kanan ibu dan ayah, aku kene terima takhta yg diberi...
Wlaupun jauh di sudut hati, keperluan dan keinginan peribadiku meronta2 dgn galaknya, tp which one is more important?
Yesterday is History...
Today is a Gift...
Tomorrow is Mystery...
Kalau la aku tau ape yg akan berlaku esok ari, tak payah la aku serabut kepala nk wat keputusan...
Idup ni becabang2...
Jalan mana yg aku pilih, jalan tu la yg harus ku lalui... (wlaupun jalan tu tak la betul sgt)...
So... itulah keputusannya...
Wassalam...
Chapter 8 : Kemunculan Nafsu
We're starin' at each other
for about..... (tgk jam).... 54 sec...
Huh, juz now say dun wanna help me...
Now, wat r u waitin' 4?
X nk blah lg?!!
Actually, I'm still hopin' dat he could change his mind once again...
Or mayb he wan me 2 rayu him...
Ya, I've tot bout rayu him, but da prob is I never rayu any1 b4
So, I dunno how 2 rayu...(Rayu dlm English pn aku x tau ape bende...)
But, he still waitin' with slumber badak air face
So...
Wat should I do?
Surrender or stick 2 myself?
Hmm......
.............
Stick!!!
"Xnk tlg xpe la... Sy tanyer org ln..."
I said, proudly... with slumber badak sumbu face plk...
"Ok," he smile...
turnin' around n..... leavin'....
Wat???
Hey,wait!!! I shout but dlm ati je...'
N he continue walkin'....
Walkin' n walkin' n walkin'
Without turnin' back....
Oh, man!
Wat a waste....
"Ok, Langit" suddenly a familiar voice..
"why r u so stubborn?!
U ask 4 sum1 2 appear n show u da way...
Now he was already here in front of u, but look wat hav u done?......." said dat voice...
Do u know who's voice is dat? Guess......
Ya, it was Akal....
Sorry Akal.....
"No need 2 sorry la.... Stubborn girl!" frustratedly....
Adoi... naper la aku cam gini?
Dari dulu lg....
"Hahahahaha...bcos of me! Hey, at least we win wat...."
Who's voice is dat la plk?
"Dat was Nafsu..." Akal said, still frustrated....
"If u still cannot watch over ur Nafsu to behave well, u will never find da way out,
do u understand me?" continue Akal...
Ha? How can?
"Bcos, Nafsu will ruined evrythin' dat u've build.... She is always like dat... She is da stubborn in u...
U will never succeed in evrythin' u do if u cannot control her well!
Pls la, Pls control ur Nafsu.. I beg u" said Akal...
(ha, muncul pn rayu dlm omputih. Dh aku kate Akal ni pandai)
"I am not la!!!" Nafsu shoutin'!
"I already behave well...
But dat young man make me angry...
Always keep on askin' n talkin' n bubblin' but dun wanna help us...
Den he wanna threat us... n wan us 2 beg him!
No way man!
If wanna help, help la.... Dun play jokes!!!" Nafsu shoutin' again...
Hmm.. I think Nafsu is rite....
"Dun!! Dun ever listen 2 ur Nafsu Langit!
U better listen 2 me... I'm ur Akal..." Akal start panic
"Hey, u r so arrogant n selfish u know! Always wan Langit 2 listen 2 u only...
Hey, if Langit only need 2 listen 2 u, so wat am I doin' in her?
Juz as a Barbie Doll?"... Nafsu is out of control
"Ur function is 2 make Langit feel, my function is 2 make Langit think...
Langit emotion is in u, but da rasional is in me...
We have 2 decide da best 4 Langit...
Da combination of u n me will give Langit da best decision..." Akal give an explaination
"Ha, now u mention me!
Juz now u ask Langit 2 not listen 2 me, but only listen 2 u!
Now u said da different thing?" Nafsu is defend herself...
"No la.."
Juz now u did da wrong thin', dat's why I dun wan Langit 2 listen 2 u...." Akal
"Ya la, I always doing wrong!
U always doing rite!
Den u talk about ur stupid combination, but da decision is always in ur hand.
Never tot bout me!" Nafsu
"No la, sumtime u r rite also...." Akal
Wei, wei!
SHUT UP!!!!!!
BOTH OF U!!!!!
(Dat's me...)
(Silent)
Ok
Now we r not suppose 2 gaduh2....
We better continue walkin' ok...
We will get nothin' with dis gaduh rite?
(Silent..)
"Rite?!!" aku pn dh nk naik darah....
"Sure," say Akal
"Ok la.." say Nafsu
I continue walkin 2 matahari terbenam...
for about..... (tgk jam).... 54 sec...
Huh, juz now say dun wanna help me...
Now, wat r u waitin' 4?
X nk blah lg?!!
Actually, I'm still hopin' dat he could change his mind once again...
Or mayb he wan me 2 rayu him...
Ya, I've tot bout rayu him, but da prob is I never rayu any1 b4
So, I dunno how 2 rayu...(Rayu dlm English pn aku x tau ape bende...)
But, he still waitin' with slumber badak air face
So...
Wat should I do?
Surrender or stick 2 myself?
Hmm......
.............
Stick!!!
"Xnk tlg xpe la... Sy tanyer org ln..."
I said, proudly... with slumber badak sumbu face plk...
"Ok," he smile...
turnin' around n..... leavin'....
Wat???
Hey,wait!!! I shout but dlm ati je...'
N he continue walkin'....
Walkin' n walkin' n walkin'
Without turnin' back....
Oh, man!
Wat a waste....
"Ok, Langit" suddenly a familiar voice..
"why r u so stubborn?!
U ask 4 sum1 2 appear n show u da way...
Now he was already here in front of u, but look wat hav u done?......." said dat voice...
Do u know who's voice is dat? Guess......
Ya, it was Akal....
Sorry Akal.....
"No need 2 sorry la.... Stubborn girl!" frustratedly....
Adoi... naper la aku cam gini?
Dari dulu lg....
"Hahahahaha...bcos of me! Hey, at least we win wat...."
Who's voice is dat la plk?
"Dat was Nafsu..." Akal said, still frustrated....
"If u still cannot watch over ur Nafsu to behave well, u will never find da way out,
do u understand me?" continue Akal...
Ha? How can?
"Bcos, Nafsu will ruined evrythin' dat u've build.... She is always like dat... She is da stubborn in u...
U will never succeed in evrythin' u do if u cannot control her well!
Pls la, Pls control ur Nafsu.. I beg u" said Akal...
(ha, muncul pn rayu dlm omputih. Dh aku kate Akal ni pandai)
"I am not la!!!" Nafsu shoutin'!
"I already behave well...
But dat young man make me angry...
Always keep on askin' n talkin' n bubblin' but dun wanna help us...
Den he wanna threat us... n wan us 2 beg him!
No way man!
If wanna help, help la.... Dun play jokes!!!" Nafsu shoutin' again...
Hmm.. I think Nafsu is rite....
"Dun!! Dun ever listen 2 ur Nafsu Langit!
U better listen 2 me... I'm ur Akal..." Akal start panic
"Hey, u r so arrogant n selfish u know! Always wan Langit 2 listen 2 u only...
Hey, if Langit only need 2 listen 2 u, so wat am I doin' in her?
Juz as a Barbie Doll?"... Nafsu is out of control
"Ur function is 2 make Langit feel, my function is 2 make Langit think...
Langit emotion is in u, but da rasional is in me...
We have 2 decide da best 4 Langit...
Da combination of u n me will give Langit da best decision..." Akal give an explaination
"Ha, now u mention me!
Juz now u ask Langit 2 not listen 2 me, but only listen 2 u!
Now u said da different thing?" Nafsu is defend herself...
"No la.."
Juz now u did da wrong thin', dat's why I dun wan Langit 2 listen 2 u...." Akal
"Ya la, I always doing wrong!
U always doing rite!
Den u talk about ur stupid combination, but da decision is always in ur hand.
Never tot bout me!" Nafsu
"No la, sumtime u r rite also...." Akal
Wei, wei!
SHUT UP!!!!!!
BOTH OF U!!!!!
(Dat's me...)
(Silent)
Ok
Now we r not suppose 2 gaduh2....
We better continue walkin' ok...
We will get nothin' with dis gaduh rite?
(Silent..)
"Rite?!!" aku pn dh nk naik darah....
"Sure," say Akal
"Ok la.." say Nafsu
I continue walkin 2 matahari terbenam...
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