Chapter 1 : I'm lost...

I always searching for da harder path although there are other easy ways
That is why I always stucked in t the middle of no where
When this happen, as usual I feel so insecure
Afraid of what will happen next

I'd try asking someone
But they ignored me
Yeah...
They don't know me well, so why should they care about me?
They are right
I'm not blaming them....
But what am I supposed to do now?

I call my mom
"Kak Long kat mana ni. Ce patah balik kot jalan kak long masuk tadi"
"Ala, bukan la ibu... Bukan nk cari jln balik, nak cari jalan keluar la..."
"Same je la tu...."
"Tak same la... Okey, tak pe la ibu..."
"Ibu mana la tau ape yg Kak Long buat ni...."
I'm not turnin' back
I have no time for that
And the most important, I have to finished wat I've started
Takkan nk buat keje sekerat jalan

Then I call my fren
"Ye ke? Sian awk... Tak dapek den nak nolong..."

My 2nd fren
"Hahaha... Sesat? Tu la hang, orang bt bende biase, hang nk gak ikut utan tu.
Skrg nk mintak tlg aku pulak? Padan muka hang. Org habaq tak mau dengaq!"

My 3rd fren
"Yg awak masuk kot sana wat pe? Tak penah-penah dibuat org... Pandai-pandai sendiri la..."

My 4th fren
"Ei, bahaya la awk.... Beraninya..... Awk solat hajat la banyak-banyak.... Harap-harap jalan tu tak keras sgt..."

My 5th fren
"Ooo...yeke? Jalan ape? Sy tak tau pun ada jalan lain...."

My 6th fren
"Awk cakap dgn org ln la k,saya nak kuar dgn pakwe ni. Takde masa nk layan awk k..Jgn kecik ati, bye."

Ya, they are all my frens
My best frens
Frens to hang out...
Frens to laugh...
Frens toi cry...
Frens to cry...?
No no no... There are no frens to cry... This is not a Manga....

Then I call my dad
"Redah je la ape2 pn. Tanyer2 org pn bukn ada org nk tlg awk! Xde pekdah pn diorg dpt!
Kwn awk pn xnk awk lg ble dh jd gini... "
"Yg ayah nk mrah2 ni naper? Kak Long tgh dok kecut perot xtau ape nk wat ni"
"Ln kali klu takut dok sorg, ikut la kwn..Jgn ikut sukati Kak Long je...
Kak Long ni x abis2..Sjk skolah lg..."

He's rite...
If u wanna b a normal human being, juz do wat da normal human being do....
If u r doing sumthin' else dat dey not used to do, den u r not normal human being la...
If u r not normal human being, den u r crazy ma....
If u r x crazy, then u r mutant la...
As simple as dat... U cannot think aa?

Hey, no la!!!
I'm normal wat....
I'm not crazy, not mutant either
If mutant pn, I wanna b Wolverine!
Got claws, cool!!!

Back 2 da story...
Then I feel so sad
Nobody wanna help me
Nobody wanna save

Superman! Where r u?
Batman! Where r u?
Ultraman! Where r u?
Kluangman! Where r u?
Tomatoman! where r u?
Kamen Rider! Where r u?
Action Kamen! Where r u?
Shit! Nonsense! Useless!
There r nobody here....
T_T waaaa....... Nk wat pe skrg!!!! Xde org nk tlg....

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